it has been a new year for me.

I am older - and in no way has it made me wiser. I am more cautious; a little heavier around the middle (I blame hapiness and generally richer foods) wow. I never thought that I would be able to say that at my age I wish for MORE stability - but in its own way stability makes me feel more comforted simply because it allows apathy - it encourages it even.

I miss apathy.

Who am I kidding. I like a regular paycheck.